Assalamualaikum.

Finally, I'm back to the blogging world. Yayyyyy! I totally have no idea on what to blog lately. There are times where I came across some beautiful topics to touch on but then I wasn't on and I absolutely hate to jot down my points first before writing and poof, they're gone with the wind.

What a waste.

Only 2 weeks of holidays left before I'll leave for Perlis, again. Hopefully for the very last semester before I get to continue with my degree. Heard some areas in UiTM Perlis have been 'upgraded' (read it as sarcastic as you can) like there are 4 hills at gate B's entrance. Yeah. The cute and small bumps have been extremely upgraded to be hills. They are high and well, bad for cute cars like mine. Degree students were complaining about this upgrade and they hate it so I guess I'm hating it too hahahaha.

Plan to work during holiday was... unfortunately failed as the boss of the bookstore went indecisive whether it's best to hire me now or later. Overheard her conversation with the staff that she thought it'd be better if I can work for a longer period of time. 1 month is too short for everything. Yeah I wanted to work as long as I can too. I need a whole lot of money by 25 November. I made plans, and I want them to happen. I love making people happy, or at least, I think they'll be happy if I made a plan AND included them in it. And my plan involves travelling from a state to another. Travelling from a country to another country is on the next chapter btw. 

Wee, travelling. I just love travelling. Solo or group, doesn't matter. As long as I'm outside of my comfort zone. I can learn the culture, the language, the people, the structure, the weather, the scenery, and etc. If only I am as rich as my cousin who has his own circle of friends to travel overseas together. Flying to different countries twice (sometimes thrice) a year. So lucky to be sponsored by JPA hm hmm. At least there'll be less thing to worry about. All you need is to work your ass off and get the highest possible value of CGPA you can achieve and bamm, if you're lucky, the scholarship will be reverted to loan.

So damn lucky.

I thought of uploading certain pictures but I've been hesitating whether it's the best choice since, after meeting this wise man I've been questioning my choices for months. But yeah there are times where I don't use this brain of mine and screwed myself and get a nice lecture from him. Anyhow, I owe you a lot. As I said before, you taught me a new definition of life. Thank you so much. So after 10 minutes of typing and stomach's grumbling, I decided to upload this

Urgh uber yummy picture of cheap sushi from Tesco aahhhhhhh tummy stop! Behave yourselffff

I don't know why, and I don't know how, but it has been since before, since back then, from 2am until 6am, is my peak hour of missing you. That feeling came without being called. I just... I just miss you for no reason. Being the nocturnal me, staying up all night; trying to do other things but ended up feeling a bit lonely. Did you cast a spell on me? Why do I have you all over my mind, each night, each hour, each minute and each fucking second I tried to live my life normally?

I love you, yes, and I know you love me too. We're separated by almost 500km! How can I meet you whenever I want to? You're from north of Malaysia but was thrown to south of Malaysia for study while I, who proudly came from south, went to north of Malaysia to study. So it's like, you're coming to my place when I'm going to (well actually, passing by) your place and it became a darn routine.

This is sick.

Lovesick is sick, okay, I've had enough of lovesick.

But actually I'm a bit grateful that somehow you came here (to meet your friends, of course, you love them more, don't you?) and decided to meet me as well. I felt grateful that you still want to spend your time with me, even if you're dead tired on that day. I'm sorry to be so demanding, wanting to meet you so badly, without giving fucks about how you'd feel. Nah, you're actually happy that you got to meet me too, right? :P

Suddenly feeling so hungry so I uploaded the evidence I ate McD during my journey to Alor Setar. I'm going to stare at this picture (stolen from my own instagram hahahaha how shameless is that) and think how terrible a Prosperity burger tastes like. Seriously, kids, Prosperity burger can never beat the glorious double cheese burger! Never!