I Miss You but...

by - 10:59:00 pm

We used to share everything together.

Your problems. Stupid jokes. Absurd lies.
My concerns. Silly worries. Cranky stories.

Laughed together. Shed tears together. Scolded each other. Argued each second. Swore each other. Fought every day.

Once, I gave you a rang on 3 am.

M: "I need you now. Banyak sangat problem, kepala I rasa nak pecah!"
N: "Babe, what's wrong? Tell me everything. Don't leave out any single bit of information."
M: *tells you everything while sobbing and cursing, leaving out the fact that you need to sleep*
M: "Eh you dah berdengkur ni, you dah tidur ke tadi?"
N: "Hmm tapi sbb you yang call, so takpelah."
M: "Sorry kacau you tidur! Go to sleep, please. It's okay, I'll be fine."
N: "You kalau sedih, berapa lama entah baru nak okay. Let me sing you a lullaby, biar senang you nak tidur."

You sang, but you're the one who fell asleep.

We, who were once best friends, but acted more like one. But now, you left me.

For a girl, for the one who claimed to love you more than me.

I was hurt. I am 100% sure, I know you more than she does. I was by your side for 24 hours a day. I can even recognize you from the smell of your fart. That's how close you and I.

Love kills everything.


Our friendship, dies each day.



Our memories, faded each second.

Do you still remember me?
Do you remember my name?

If I could beg, I'd beg you to come back.
If I could beg, I'd beg you to cherish our memories.
If I could beg, I'd beg you to always remember me;
A girl that helps you go through ups and downs.
A girl that used to make you laugh when you're upset.
A girl that used to be by your side each second.

I thought I forgot you but I guess I didn’tI thought I erased you but I suddenly remember youI thought I forget you but you make me struggleI thought I erased you but I think of you again 

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