...because I know we no longer share the mutual feelings.

Or maybe, it's just because of you having difficulty in handling your emotion. Your thoughts. You're actually still an immature boy. You shouldn't embrace the world called love, yet. You should wait. You still have so much things to be learnt about love, kiddo. You're nowhere there; you barely know the true definition of love, the meaning of having your partner to share everything with.

It's just a string of thoughts that I actually would love to tell you; I do, but you see, things are pretty much complicated nowadays. You don't believe me. She hates me. I tried to convince you, but you deceived me. Nice move, young man, nice move for an immature kid like you. A gentleman will listen to his friends. You didn't so basically, you're not one. Deep in my heart, I do feel a bit regret that I met you in any terms. Even though it takes so much time for me to finally realized that you're not the one, but thank you, for letting me know that the only child in family is yet having a hard time to mature perfectly.

These few days, I had a considerable long conversation with the one that I used to have a crush on. He was... not a fun guy. A gamer could be fun, but if 90% of the content is about Dota, I can say that he has no life as a normal boy. Gaming is more to your interest, in my opinion, thank you. Even if I like Kpop, even if I listen to Kpop each day, even if I watch Korean shows daily, I did not talk about anything Korean to him. Not even once.

I guess sometimes, your crush looks the best before you know him then :B I lost my interest to him immediately after I had conversation with him. Gaming is indeed fun but you should know that not all people loves to hear your story about games, just the same case as not all people loves Kpop. If I can respect that (by not talking about Kpop with people who hates it), why can't you?

On the other hand, I'm happy with him. Forever and always, love ;)