Not gonna write a long essay in this post, will be posting mostly pictures (again). I'm reconsidering certain universities in Korea for my degree, insyaAllah, so this will be the list of universities with the courses or major that I'm interested in. I'll be narrowing the list down after I do the pros and cons of going to each university. 

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Hongik University - 

So last Friday night, my course had a dinner for this semester. The theme was Red de Luna, which, if it's translated in English, means Red Moon. It is actually based on vampires, and the original name was Bloody Moon. Since it's inspired by vampires, the main colours for that night are red, black and white.

I've uploaded most the pictures on Facebook but um, let's serve you with few pictures of me on that night :)

Habit is a behavioural action that is repeated regularly and tend to occur subconsciously.  Old habits are hard to break and new habits are hard to form because the behavioural patterns we repeat are imprinted in our neural pathways. Habit is hard to get rid of but my question is, does habit has to live with you permanently?

Actually, the answer is no. You can choose to live without certain habits, which is also known as the bad habits. Habit is something that can be changed, even if it takes time. If you made a mistake, you can't simply say, "It's my habit; deal with it." That is rude, and when you're rude to other people, she or he will automatically mark you as a rude kid. In a different context, it just means that you're a lazy ass hole feeling you're living your life to the fullest.

I used to be one of the spoilt brat. I used to be rude, I used to talk with cussing words in between because I felt it was cool to do so. I was wrong, I know, and I realized how childish I was back in those days. Though some of those uncool behaviour became my bad habits now, I tried to tone them down. Not all people can handle cuss words. Not all people can handle people talking rudely even if they know that it's his (or her) bad habit.

It was hard, I admit. To try not to cuss is really hard. To try not to talk in foul language is actually a torture for this spoilt brat. You see, I am comfortable enough to be viewed as one of the 'bro' instead of 'sis' and with this dirty mouth of mine, the boys easily view me as one of the 'bro' as well. I used to say "Don't act like you're that good," when the boys asked me to stop cussing.

Now, I feel so embarrassed that I can die just by reminiscing how stupid I was back in those days.

I spontaneously chose this topic because of someone was rejecting me quite harshly when that individual can actually try to reject me with good words so no hard feelings going on and no misunderstanding occurs, right? ;) I was trying to be nice but yeah, this girl right here is not your ordinary type of girl. I am not the typical girl you see, not the typical girl you expect I will be.

Don't try to defend yourself and say that it is your habit to talk harshly. You can change but you chose to live with that habit. Don't give that excuse to my face, as I will never entertain that as a legit excuse to escape from your mistake.

Anyhow, guys, we should try to tone down our bad habits. Not only for girls, but boys as well. I know it's hard but let's try to be a better person from day to day :) Ending this entry with

HANDSOME LOGAN LERMAN SMIRKING TO I DON'T KNOW WHO! *SIGHING

People around me are getting married and most of them are my peers. People with same age range with me. Do I feel jealous? Of course, I do. Seeing that most of my peers found their soulmates and ended up marrying and live happily as a couple... It is seriously the nicest thing on Earth.

Congratulations to those who got their status changed from single to married :)

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This will be a post about me swimming through my own thoughts. Read if you want, close if you feel lazy to do so because this is purely me vs my thoughts, difference is this will be in written form. I warned you, so yeah.

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So I had this friend, a male friend, for about 6 years. I dated him back then, hahaha well it was during my zaman jahiliah when having a date looks cool and awesome ohgodwhy but we didn't last long since it was only cinta monyet lewlz yeah you could say that back then, love is my game. 

We lost contact for a year and somehow, he added me on Facebook and apparently he still remembers my phone number. So yeah, he contacted me, and we talked normally as what friends do. He did ask to be mine again, but I have no faith in him. He cheated on me back then, and I caught him dating with multiple girls during that time. Of course, I knew everything since I am a certified stalker. Yay.

I had him rejected and he stopped contacting me. Even changed to a new number. Again, we couldn't contact each other but this time, it is for about... 3 or 4 years? I was unintentionally searching for his name on Twitter since I was thinking of him that day. To be really honest, I forget most of the things happened in my past (excludes the ones that leave deep scars in me) but yeah, I forgot most of the events I went through before.

So I found his Twitter, followed him and tweeted him without expecting any reply since, well, he ignored me before. Unexpectedly, he replied to mine and he said that he's happy that I contacted him back...? Lol siapa taknak contact siapa dulu ni oi. After a few times of replying short text messages with him constantly saying I love you, I asked for explanation.

"I still love you" - so you only realized after years that you need/love me? Nahh maybe it's not me that you want. Maybe. Lol yeah ignored. Teehee. But another problem(?) came out. I can't seem to contact him (the other him, not the person I mentioned before in this post) and it's been days and I'm worried if anything happens to him :(

I hope you are doing fine.

Holiday's ending yet you're nowhere to be found.............................................

I miss you so much so please text me when you're okay

Hello,

I was supposed to sleep but then my previous skin annoys me too much that I thought of changing it instantly. Okay, I know, I am supposed to code my skin by myself but it will be a whole load of work for me since it's 4 AM so I decided to change the background and header.

February is supposed to be decorated with red and pink since it's like the colours that represent February the most...? I don't care hahaha since for me, black is neat. Hence, the black static background with a galaxy-themed header featuring new love of my life, Logan Lerman!

So, ta-dahhh! My blog's February look. I really really really really really want to change my blog URL but since I promised to use this as long as I can, I think I shall wait for it. Hmm. But I changed my blog's name from the Japanese words and a star to Kimmy's Journey. Easy.

#noteToSelf I should practice doing graphic and work on my writing and coding

It's 5:15 AM now, I really need to sleep or else I'm a dead meat :/ Good night :)

Hello,

It's been a while since the last post. I've been busy with studies these few days. Okay, not really. I was sick for a week, that explains my unproductiveness for the whole week. I studied, (and skipped classes, boohoo) took my BB1M vouchers, went to eat KFC, Dominos, PHD, nasi kandar, roti canai and etc., and finally it's time to go back home!

A week of break for Chinese New Year. Yay me in a monotonous tone because I have to spend most of the times being alone. Sucks, I know right? Family (parents and brothers) will be doing their umrah for 2 weeks, and unfortunately I was not included in the list. 

Anyway, we'll be depart around 10:30 AM or so because the boys aren't as punctual as I am so I don't really expect that they will get ready on time. Hopefully they won't delay our ride to Shah Alam because I want to be at home as early as I can!

I was actually trying to come up with more topics to blog but it seems like I have none so I wanted to write, but I don't really know what to write about. I might ask for my brother's English paper for SPM and write one or more essays. Teehee. I am that rajin especially during holidays.

Not really.

Urgh, c'mon brain, do your job. Think brain, think.

Okay so my brain isn't working properly as it's 20 minutes to 4am and I have class on 8am and I have to go back on 10am or so and I have to sleep and I have to wake up with a bright smile on my face because a smile is sadaqah and it will lighten up my mood for the whole day. Yay for a long sentence!

Will be updating more entries (anticipate for it!) when I get home with faster internet connection. I know I have a small circle of friends who read this blog, so thank you for reading :) Me love you hihihi okay bye.