Hello,

Wow it's the 6th day of April and I only blogged once in March. Nice. I love being a busy student. Looks like I only able to change the skin for April but not for March :( So yeah, Luhan for April! Why, you ask? He's born in April :)

So, anyway, I'm currently sitting for my finals. Tomorrow, 7th of April, I will be sitting for my fourth paper and also my father's birthday! I don't have anything as present, though. This is me. I'm literally awkward with my parents. I promised them to increase my CGPA and GPA for this semester, but I'm afraid I couldn't achieve that later. I have 2 papers with the least confidence - Linear Algebra I and Practical Approach of Operating Systems.

For Linear Algebra - I admit, I have no idea about the main thing of this subject. All I know it's related to matrices. It was my first paper, and I faced it with obstacles. I was struggling to get all the formulas, I was dying inside to resolve the questions. And I'm doomed. Pretty much sure that I failed big time. I couldn't manage to answer all questions in time given. I'm sorry, mom and dad, I've let you down, again.

For Practical Approach of Operating Systems - let's be honest, it's not that hard. It's pretty much simple but the main problem lies on the lecturer. Our tests and quizzes were marked strictly by following the answer sheet 100%, so those who use different words from the scheme will be deducted marks. And hey, I cheated during the test - I answered by referring to the slides he gave and guess what, the answers are all wrong. I got 8 and a half over 50 for that test. Bam.

I'm doomed. We're doomed. I hope that he will change that attitude of his and try to be more acceptable with students' answers. This is his first semester of teaching - I understood, but I never thought he will be this bad. I mean, younger lecturers are supposed to be more flexible and understand the students more? No?

Anyway, I need to revise for tomorrow with full concentration now. No more playing around. I will try to score no matter what. I've been a really bad student for this semester. Hm.